Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Bring it on!


I had a bad day
K, so it started from yesterday
But didn't know it will spill over to today
And it hurts even as I say

Taking so many posts
Is it worth the cost?

Taking on the leadership of prayer meeting
And there's already people questioning my ways
What am I to do?
Seriously am so konfewsed!

People can really bring you down, don't they?
Whether it's inferiority, timidity or just plain jealousy
Don't understand why they can be so mean
Making every opportunity easier to give up and give in

But I'm glad that God's giving me these duties
Just the fact that I'm called and chosen
Makes me feel honored that He's trusting me
Giving me assignments that aren't always easy

And the post for E & F in CF
Thought it would be easy
But it takes more than that
Thank God for good mentors at hand

God is good
Giving me friends to put me on perspective
Not condoning self-pity
But righting priorities

So when I fall down and fall down again
I'll just pick myself up just yet again
For God has my back
And my faith still intact
Friends with spiritual maturity
Giving advice so profoundly
I have nothing to loose
And everything to gain

Yes, there will be a few people in my way
Friends that seem more like stumbling blocks
No, I won't let them make me feel inferior no more
For my identity is in Christ
And I'm saying that unapologetically

So say what you wanna say
And do what you wanna do
But remember when your laughing at the way I communicate with God
You're kinda laughing at God Himself...

He has my back
So just BRING IT ON!


5 comments:

theresa said...

babe.......no matter what they say.......im with you....

Journal Blogger said...

don't worry you always have my support. you can share your burden with me.Just do your duty and don't think anything else. trust in God to give you strength. anyway you sure people questioning you or you too sensitive? if got people question you, you should face the music like a man.

Journal Blogger said...

don't worry you always have my support. you can share your burden with me.Just do your duty and don't think anything else. trust in God to give you strength. anyway you sure people questioning you or you too sensitive? if got people question you, you should face the music like a man.

Journal Blogger said...

don't worry you always have my support. you can share your burden with me.Just do your duty and don't think anything else. trust in God to give you strength. anyway you sure people questioning you or you too sensitive? if got people question you, you should face the music like a man.

Mr Lonely said...

haha.. i am still studying at TARC but i can't reveal my identity.. sorry..