Emotions aside, My Daddy's by my side

It has been a crazy ride!

Just like a roller coaster at height

The screams and shouts you just can't hide

And even throwing up you just might!

Ok, so it's not that bad

I do get sad, tired and frustrated

But not to the point of throwing up

But still to the point of giving up

The MC training has been quite tough

Talents sometimes get rough

Situations gets pretty tense

And anger and disappointment are not just pretense

Plus there are task works, tutorials and tests

Assignments, assignments and assignments

The deadlines come so fast

Sometimes you even forget to take your bath

(just joking!!! I never missed a shower, just cos it rhymes XD)

I'm happy that I managed to finish a huge assignment

To cover all the cabinet ministers of our country

30 ministers can take very long

But with 3 hours of sleep, I barely managed

These past 2 weeks my emotions were crazy

One time your high, the next second your not

Getting all demotivated again

You wonder whether life's worth living

But I took mom's advice to not slack on devotion and prayer

Seems illogical cos time is what I'm fighting

But I'm glad I did and gave the first time of my everyday to God

And He has helped me a seriously whole lot

The stress is less

The confidence is back

Cos no matter what happens

My God has my back

Its supernatural that I could just sleep for 3 hours

And not get tired the next day

And had a friend to accompany me til 5 am

I know he's God sent

I'm more in control of myself now

Of course the control is in God's hands first

But through this one month of college

I have felt Him and drawn closer to Him

(cool huh, cos college life is where the test of our faith stands)

I have zero depression

And good emotions

Peace at heart

And a God that's smart

Reality check

I may still feel sad

For life as a Christian

Is just easier said

But I should have no fear

For He's forever near

Emotions aside

My Daddy's by my side!!!

(my dad, my friend, my king- He's unbeatable!!!)