Home is Heaven

Its been 6 days since grandpa left,

4 days since his funeral,

Yet I don't feel the impact

As hard as I tought I would feel.

The moment I got the call,

saying that he has gone to be with the Lord,

I didn't know what or how to feel,

The feeling was just stagnant.

Wanted to blog about it there and then,

But couldn't even face my blogpage,

Maybe I couldn't allow reality to hit,

Didn't want my thoughts to be confronted.

Maybe I wanted to believe he was still here,

Sitting at the end of the table,

Waiting on for his favourite food,

Ice-cream something he truly liked.

But through the process,

Of his wake services and funeral,

My family learnt a lot,

More about the celebration of life

rather than the mourning of a lost one.

He is in a better place now,

although I miss him a lot,

I wont be missing him forever,

For I'll see him again 1 day.

Home is Heaven, and 1 day we'll all be reunited.