Friendships...

Didn't know it would have gone this far

How relationships have gone ajar
Who is to be blame
No one will be named

No point pointing fingers
But to really open our ears
To hear each other out
And to listen to how we sound

We all have our point of views
Perceptions and assumptions
From all different angles
No one is an angel

The longer into a relationship
The more you will see
That no one is perfect
I'm talking about me

When the situation is under control
And "As long as you're happy"
Another statement someone else throws
And tension and confusion without mercy they roll

The hurt of people ganging up on you
May not just be that
But sometimes the way we perceive things
Is really not what they want conveyed

At least some of us are still ok
Talked to a friend and "I'm fine" is what he says
Hope that's the truth
As he sleeps with peace on the bed he lays

Friendships...
I'm truly grateful to the dear people
Which God has placed around me
Every single one of them
I have learned something from
It's just crazy how God works sometimes
Making sure I'm cared for and loved by those around me
(Well at least I hope XD)

But for now as emotions and hormones run wild
While true friendships are worth taking the extra mile...

As I lay down and try sleeping
The feeling of hurt I'm no more controlling
I succumb to the emotions that is so overpowering
And just allow my tears to start falling
Saddened by the fact that I'm not even praying
For God is really to whom I should be talking
Somehow I know that its not by feeling
But by truly believing
That these relationships are really worth keeping...

And that's exactly, what I will do.