2 jobs 2 many.....

2 jobs too many

Having too many jobs is really hard

Ok, maybe I should be grateful it's only 2 & not 3

I should be grateful!

But really, am I?

One I love

The other not so

Should I decide between them?

Not a tough one though

For I'll pick one the moment I'm asked

It's tough to be waking up at 6

Finishing at 12.30

Drive off to the next destination

Rushing in the traffic

To get to work that is

Didn't I go to work in the morning?

Well, I have 2 jobs you see

One facing Kids

The other facing the computer

Easier said than done

I have a sleeping problem

Still working on it

Take a nap on the office floor

(a locked room of course)

And work starts all over again

It's hard to sit down

For I'm an extrovert

Harder to get things done

For I'm not really discipline

When Facebook is what I'm envisioning

Been scolded at

Been complained about

Shed my tears

Wrestled my fears

And thats what life's all about

You see I enjoy working at the Kindy

But there's this someone who kinda bullies me

Looking down upon me

She shouts and orders

Maybe thinking a year of experience gives her the right

Or maybe cos my mom's also working there

Making her feel intimidated?

Took her throws at me for almost a year

Glad I stood up the second last day of work

Never backing down, holding my dignity

It was really tough though

Why did I wait so long to stand up for "me"

Just ignoring or turning away when I felt hurt

Really made her feel disturbed

"Righting the wrongs" putting feelings in place

And then there's this complaint about my timing

Timing sounds nice for its actually lateness

I rush of from work to work

Making it less easy for me

But of course I also have a part to be blamed

I learned from my mistakes this past year

Talk about losing my phone, friendship & money

Loads of money that is

But nothing near which could buy friendship

I'll restore my friendships for money can be earned back

2 jobs 2 many

I'm glad I didnt write this the moment I felt it

The hurt & pain will drive me

To write things nasty and unworthy

Of the lessons and experience I have gained

I'm better off than a lot of people

Now I truly understand

That God loves me and tests me

Will put me in tough situations but nothing I cant go through

Well if it does happen, He'll give me the strength

2 jobs 2 many

I think now it's just a saying

For I've found where I belong

In the centre of God's plans for me

And for now

2 Jobs Just Doesn't Seem 2 Many!