Non stop on holiday
Non stop back in college
Life was a whirlwind
How I survived I still stand amaze
MC-ing for 3 major college events
In one week, it is super lethargic
And whatever happened in our prayer group
Takes more of our sleep and energy away
Been grumbling in my mind quite a few times
Why did I promise to MC so many events?
I could have stayed home a week longer
And spend time with my family or watch TV together
Slept at 2 and 4 am for a few nights
How I survived the next day I'll never know how
Felt worried and anxiety the night before mass call
What if I failed an MC I could recall
Did my job as best as I could
Received comments bad and good
The bad overpowered the good
Sucking the life out of me
Making me feel not really me
Continued to lead prayer meeting despite feeling so tired
Pulled myself off the bed
Dragged myself to the prayer spot
And sat there when no one was punctual
I felt lonely with no direction
Some indescribable things happen
Controversial in fact
Free thinkers even came
Questioning my bible knowledge
Despite all these happenings
And all the wondering's
Whether the life I am living
Really is worth the things I was doing
To MC all the events that were beyond my capacity
And to lead prayer when members wasn't committing
(or at least I felt)
And to do so many things
I thought of neglecting
Well the check list and to do list
Are all done and have passed
And seriously surprisingly
I really feel fulfilled
God knew I could handle it
That is why He allowed it
And I'm glad He did
The MC-ing to gain a platform
To be known in college and to share the gospel
The prayer leading
To be tested and to learn the ways of God and how He works
This past week was tiring
But it was truly fulfilling
You be God's servant
And just do what is given
Faithfully and obediently
Give it all you got
And leave the rest to Him
The reward of partnering with Him?
The Feeling of Fulfillment.
Priceless.
Why did I promise to MC so many events?
I could have stayed home a week longer
And spend time with my family or watch TV together
Slept at 2 and 4 am for a few nights
How I survived the next day I'll never know how
Felt worried and anxiety the night before mass call
What if I failed an MC I could recall
Did my job as best as I could
Received comments bad and good
The bad overpowered the good
Sucking the life out of me
Making me feel not really me
Continued to lead prayer meeting despite feeling so tired
Pulled myself off the bed
Dragged myself to the prayer spot
And sat there when no one was punctual
I felt lonely with no direction
Some indescribable things happen
Controversial in fact
Free thinkers even came
Questioning my bible knowledge
Despite all these happenings
And all the wondering's
Whether the life I am living
Really is worth the things I was doing
To MC all the events that were beyond my capacity
And to lead prayer when members wasn't committing
(or at least I felt)
And to do so many things
I thought of neglecting
Well the check list and to do list
Are all done and have passed
And seriously surprisingly
I really feel fulfilled
God knew I could handle it
That is why He allowed it
And I'm glad He did
The MC-ing to gain a platform
To be known in college and to share the gospel
The prayer leading
To be tested and to learn the ways of God and how He works
This past week was tiring
But it was truly fulfilling
You be God's servant
And just do what is given
Faithfully and obediently
Give it all you got
And leave the rest to Him
The reward of partnering with Him?
The Feeling of Fulfillment.
Priceless.
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