The Tornadoes inside

As I lean back in this chair thinking of what just happened

Trying to focus on what You're telling me

And at the same time reliving the scenario just now

I feel a turmoil, so subtly fierce inside

Not understanding but subconsciously realizing

The tornado inside of me

Looking at the stars just now

How they seemed to be shining so beautifully

Basking in their wondrous glory

You tell me You painted them for me tonight

For a scene like that I've waited and not seen

For months, hoping, believing

Not only hoping on the stars

But that change back home will start to bud

But nothing happens and all I see is a vicious cycle

Nothing unlike what I feel inside

The merciless wind stirring up of filthy dirt

Getting into my eyes

Making me cry

I let the tears fall and emotions unwind

Hoping that as they sleep

No one will hear me cry

Nothing is said off my lips

Though its a ten-thousand word essay I want to release

The mix feelings and emotions I can't resist

And now You're telling me this

Help me obey and in my heart believe

Goosebumps cover me

Because Your sweet presence is all over me

But my feelings don't get numbed

Instead, from tears of defeat

They turn to tears of relieve

Knowing that you will tame that tornado raging inside of me

My Shammah

Never leaving me nor forsaking me

I look up the skies and the stars are erased

One second they're there
The next they're gone

But You stay the same through the ages

And Your love never changes 

Thank You God

I place the tornadoes into Your hands

For the winds shall cease at You command

And that cycle will subside by Your Grace

I place my future and emotions into Your crafting

Including the ugly things

Like the tornadoes inside....

Driving mindlessly with a Purpose

After visiting our dad I made a random decision to drive down anywhere

Any place that would kill time

You know the feeling of not wanting to go home just yet

To feel free at the wheel and let the miles lead you

Or at least that's just a simple pleasure I love doing

I think its therapeutic and I converse with God good that way

(but gas ain't cheap, so it's not a daily thing :P)

My sister was apprehensive at first thought

But maybe realization of me flying back too fast too soon to KL

Or just wanting to laze around as I drive her as she games on my cell

Or just obliging to the request of her dear older sis

She gave in and asked where should we go

Even I didn't know where we were going

I just knew I wanted to drive

To do this "hobby" I love doing

And spend as much "wasted" time productively

And let the thoughts in my head find focus and alignment

We hadn't any money

Except for an angpau she found in her pocket

We were almost broke

But with KK before us

And with our adventurous states 

We rode off into some randomness

So I drove and drove

Wanting to take a good look at KK

What have been added and subtracted in the absence of my 2 years

Many malls I haven't been to yet

Not as many lights as I thought there would be

But KK is still KK

And I just love it here

Took a longer route  into town to see its night life

Took an even further detour to get ice-cream from a drive-thru McDonalds

My sis had only 5 ringgit and I forgot my purse

(talk about driving illegally! Yikes! I'm sorry!)

So with nothing but 5 bucks and a 3 quarter full tank

We went somewhere way out of the way almost to another district

Got ourselves our sundae cones with the little money that we had

And drove back home fulfilled and satisfied

Throughout the journey we chatted and talked about things

Like where church and the worship team is heading

And the more than a hundred ringgit worth of original CD's she got from the Logos ship

And how excited she was when she bought the "Prophetic Revelations" one

Just as she saw Kim Walker's name on it

Or how we guessed each singer that came next because it was a great mix

With worshipers like Paul Baloche, Jason Upton, Misty Edwards and Brian and Jen Johnson

The cone in my hand was a tad of a hassle

Almost drove all the way back with one hand on the steering wheel

And the same hand switching the signals

Hoping nothing will stain my dress

I'm glad I came back without any mess

I'm gonna miss all of these

Although it is pretty random

Still don't know why I did that

But like what I wanted to do during this holiday

I think I can cross out one and seven

Maybe it something deep inside of me

A realization of something from within

Something from my heart that haven't really gotten to my head yet

That the next few years of my life won't be where I came from

The place where I was born and brought up

Taken care of and loved

Had a great catching up with 3 of my childhood friends in the afternoon

2 of which played a great part in my early years

Went to kindergarten, church and primary school together

To each others houses for play dates and stuff

Haven't been in contact for years

But we just continued like it was all yesterday

No awkwardness, no empty space

Just childhood friends re-connecting

The funny thing is they're all guys

Funny how things work in life?

That feeling in my heart about my life and future

Is still slowly making its sweet stroll travelling to my mind

This one I need God to  help me figure

Up here I'm clueless with what the future holds

But the One who holds my heart has it all in parts

Where He would slowly reveal my destiny before me

But being a Christian does not make you a robot

Far from that it makes you more in touch with your emotions

Inclined to what's happening around my surroundings

Unlike the world who numbs itself with the cliche

I just thrust myself into His arms

And let His love for me make my fear fade away

I'm gonna miss my sister, my friends and my family

My church where I led worship today

And the many food I can't eat just anywhere

The piano that stands so grandly in my living room

The park where I used to shoot baskets late into the night

The friends who live just walks away

And the time I spent praying with a dear friend around the park

As we pray for our "taman", school and community

I guess all these would have to be locked up in my mental diary

Precious moments turned memories

That will stay with me all the days of my lives

Heritage and legacies

Testaments of who I am today

A very very huge part of me that accompanied me

Through my growing pains and growing up

(I guess there would be more blogpost on this)

I could just keep writing on and on and on

On what I've learnt here and the sentimental which follows

But I have to stop somewhere

And just thank God as I stare

At the beauty of where I grew up

A place I have grown to love

Roots gripped onto the earth of where I'm standing

A heritage of more than all the research could show

So driving mindlessly did bring myself at ease

As I gaze upon the destinies He has in stored for me

I have to let go of the wonders I've been through

Torn in between

With both views in sight

In front of and behind me

Of one I have to choose...

on which is centred on God....

I beg to differ because when the destination's Heaven, we live our lives differently...

and therefore I believe

More than A Handful of Reminders

It's 2.40 something in the morning, listening to Kina Grannis and pondering on the good things that are happening (not a very good mix I guess :P) around me and miles and miles apart from me. God is good. God is stronger. And God moves the same everywhere. Not sure why I'm so emotional but I just believe that its a very special night although nothing big or important has happened tonight. It's not the wind in my hair or the stars twinkling in the night. Not even the sweet voice of my favorite favorite singer. It is God.


I get so many reminders channeled from the web, the bible, friends and directly from God that it just continues to substantiate the truth of how real He is to me and how strong our relationship is. I'm truly glad, compressed with bursting happiness yet at the same time humbled with reverent awe of how God never fails to intricate His presence through more than a handful of reminders... I'm not gonna say more as this feeling is indescribable.


But before ending, I shall show you a conversation which sealed my day up very nicely from a straight A student I truly admire.

He was referring to something he found out through my blog and then going on to say what he said. And then we chatted about some other stuff like how I should not keep praising him bout his good grades and bring the "straight A student" thing into every thing we talk about.(But I see God in that as well!) Anyways, I apologized. And then he pointed out something that I have not really paid attention to.

Another divine reminder = My precious walk with God...

And I'll just leave it at there.....

Blessings- Laura Story

Every time I come back home, I get introduced to another talented contemporary Christian artist (through my sister whose life just evolves around music) and this time it's Laura Story, the lyricist of the very popular song "Indescribable" that got borrowed and made famous by another very influential Christian artist, Chris Tomlin. :) When I first heard this song as my sister explained to me the story behind it, I was immediately drawn and now I feel like we can all relate to it one way or another.

We pray for blessings

We pray for peace

Comfort for family, protection while we sleep

We pray for healing, for prosperity

We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering

All the while, You hear each spoken need

Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops

What if Your healing comes through tears

What if a thousand sleepless nights 

Are what it takes to know You’re near

What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom

Your voice to hear

And we cry in anger when we cannot feel You near

We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love

As if every promise from Your Word is not enough

All the while, You hear each desperate plea

And long that we'd have faith to believe

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops

What if Your healing comes through tears

What if a thousand sleepless nights 

Are what it takes to know You’re near

And what if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

When friends betray us

When darkness seems to win

We know that pain reminds this heart

That this is not, this is not our home

It's not our home

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops

What if Your healing comes through tears

And what if a thousand sleepless nights

Are what it takes to know You’re near

What if my greatest disappointments

Or the aching of this life

Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy

And what if trials of this life

The rain, the storms, the hardest nights

Are Your mercies in disguise

All I need is You

If You hold everyone on earth, how about the guy who just died? Dear Father, help me understand and continue to believe. However so, questions and fears would never come in the way of my love for You.

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU....

(talk about mix feelings, man!) 

Life is Fragile (even in times of happiness)

Celebrating Chinese New Year have so far been great

I hope it sounded cheerful

Because I really am happy with the many things that are happening

However

The things that life throws at you when you least expect

A decaying tooth or a broken DVD

Hurting so bad making eating hard

Or not seeing the motion picture move fluidly

Cuts, pauses and jerks here and there

Making that "what-should-have-been" a wholesome experience

Oh so not hopeful at all

I have a friend whose brother just passed away

On the first day of the Chinese New Year

It was a big shocker 

He just got married and has a baby on the way

Future lying ahead of him

Allowing him to achieve everything he had ever imagined

But  like the words from a Band Perry's song

It got cut with the "sharp knife of a short life"

The most horrible and unthinkable thing here is the way he passed

They were playing fireworks in the morning when it happened

One was lit up but it didn't spark up

So he went closer to have a look at it

With head over cracker

The timing so bad

It blew up in his face and that was the end.

But what stunts me more is the way his sister responds to it

She acts way calm in her text messages and all

Just describing it as it was and when the funeral will take place

 Things just doesn't fall in place

We even thought that it was just a gruesome joke

But this joke which life plays on us

Is no joke at all

It just gave me a bigger sense of urgency

That life is precious. PRICELESS. 

And everything but pointless.

Then I look at this special person I love

How God have been protecting him so much

No matter how many times he turned his back on Him

No matter how long he has turned His back on God

Accidents after mishaps

It's like even lighting can't kill him

Seeing how many car accidents, falls, crashes, debts

And getting into trouble with the cops and officials 

He has gotten himself into

Yet he is still alive

(wow/sigh)

It pains me to see him like that

Cooking utensils older than me

Cooked our CNY dinner

Its the same dishes every year (lol)

But I don't whine and just enjoy it

Of course I do ask why always the same...

And then the many times I've turned him down

My hectic schedule does nothing to allow

Breakfast, dinner, teatime or supper

Something that can just squeeze in to strengthen the bond

And every time I try to post pone

He says it's ok with a cheery tone

Covering  up on the hurt and the feeling of being alone

What can I do or what can I say?

To make those emotions go away

"It's Jesus that you need!"

Sometimes I wanna scream in his face

But with that tone and emotions evoke

Is his true happiness and salvation

My real priority?

It's like you have prayed all you can

And cried out with all your heart

Placing his live in God's hands

But his very dull future remains a dull future

More accidents to come

Bigger debts that amounts to figures I don't want to think of

And you look at God and just ask God

"WHY?"

You pray until you go numb

Cos it has been that way your whole life

And I'm entering my third decade

But his life has been nothing but a poor facade

I'll just have to hold onto the little faith that I have for him right now

And pray that God will enlarge and expand it

Giving me a reason to live and believe

That he would be saved before he passes on

Although it seems so impossible

But my God is the God of the impossible 

And it's not by might

But His that he will be saved

As for my dear friend's brother who just passed away

I pray that his family will all feel ok

Although it may be a hard time to pull through

I pray that this crisis will lead them to Christ

Please Lord

Show them Your Glory!

For in times when life seem so fragile

Like a solid vase with crack lines on it

Or when our lives feel like they are hanging by a thread

Know that that is pure, strong golden thread

That would eventually turn into a strong golden rope

With God at the other end

And right here in your heart

You have nothing to worried about

Just look at Him 

And see those worries fade away

The same way I have felt many times

Even when LIFE IS FRAGILE...

PS: Life back home here is not that bad. I'm actually having loads of fun with family and friends that there's not enough time! And lots and lots of people have been wanting to talk to me about my spiritual experiences, booking time and having lunch and all. So God really is my silverlining. But sometimes I don't know what to conclude on situations when we get literally pulled in between 'life and death'. But God is still good. And like what I said in blogs define, I'm just trying to be real here. Cos life as a Christian is not all fancy-pancy with sunshines and rainbow all day. It would definitely be in Eternity, but right here, right now, I'm still in the midst of battling different things, but with God on myself, who can be against me?

Someone so Beautiful

I was taking my shower when this thought came in as I was singing to a song "Indelible" by Brooke Fraser Brooke Ligertwood. It's a very beautiful song which slipped my mind for a couple of months but being in awe of who God is, this song brought back revelation of the greatness of Him. The pre-chorus goes "how could Someone so beautiful, feel something for me...", and the moment I sang that line I just saw this picture of me somewhere in a magnificent wide forest with streaks of blue in a dark night's sky, gazing up at the stars and seeing a glimpse of my Creator. Something so beautiful, indescribable, that makes me breathless. Then I think again, seriously, how could someone so beautiful feel anything for me? This small girl sitting here not having a clue of what the next part of her life would be. Yet He cares so much and wants to be involved with this tiny little thing (me). It just amazes me and keeps me knowing although it can be VERY unbelievable that my Father God in Heaven really cares about me! He who spoke life into living beings, the stars twinkle at His commands, mountains and seas parts before Him giving Him the honor He deserves, and flowers so beautiful dressed in the finest colors which makes the mixing of colors in a palette so dull. So huge and magnificent my God is. The song's true meaning came to life in my thoughts and deep down I am rest assured that no matter what comes my way, I am safe and sound in my Daddy's arms. And that's just the beauty and plus point of having a relationship with 'Someone so Beautiful'.......

This holiday...

Spend quality time with your loved ones for as much as you can.

Bake and eat those sugar coated muffins without the fear of getting fat.

Buy that coffee you never liked as a kid. 

Dance your heart out like no one is watching.

Go watch that Muppet movie although you think its lame.

And buy that puppy you've wanted since forever.

Stop. And take in your surroundings, breathing them in, for they may not last.

Stay positive even if it feels like its you against the world.


But most importantly.....

JUST KIDDING!!!! :P

WARNING: All pictures are stolen and can be copied for fulfillment purposes.  All pictures are reblogged  from very cool tumblrs. The captions though were self-created. Ignore my ramblings for I'm just too happy! Peace!

A great holiday!

Our laughs are contagious! Truly a blessing to have such a friend.

Hope that you guys are having a great holiday preparing for Chinese New Year and all! Mine have so far been great! Already finished reading a book, entering my next, hope to finish 3 in this 3 weeks. Playing more of the guitar and the piano, learning new songs from my sister, trying to write some and the unsuccessful attempt of loosing weight. (Ironic, I know with CNY and all.) Spending as much time with my lovely family, scheduling time to meet all my friends in gatherings and reunions and trying to cut down on the TV and do more exercise. The best part is seeing my friends being happy as they encounter and experience God more and more! And all these through Facebook! God is awesome. Was a tad worried that I'll loose out on my quiet time with God and experiencing Him, but this round, I didn't fall short and it's great! My best break so far! Seeing friends going through spiritual heights really makes my day! Can't see how this holiday can get any better than that! But it totally is! Hope your holiday would be as fun,productive and fruitful as mine! Take care and God bless!!!

One picture that I can't stop liking, spot the smiles, the clothes and the shoes!

My dear friend, May in the middle is going through very wonderful happenings and I'm truly proud of her! Same as the guy with the huge smile up there in the first picture,Alex. Like his smile, his faith is contagious! Pure young ones with faith and passion who inspires me...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!

Blogs Defines

People blog about everything nowadays

They blog about food, fashion and fun

Places they've visit

Their dog, their cat or little white rabbit

While others use it to bring in the "ka-ching"!

Making money out of it

Putting advertisements on them

(as you can see I'm obviously not excluded :P)

Meshing creative minds and entrepreneur skills

To start businesses and sell stuff online

Some go on and on and on and on

About every tiny detail about their lives

Like what time they woke up 

Or what bus they took

Or how tight they wrapped their hands around someone's waist

As they soar away on a motorbike

There are so many things a blog reveals

They show the person you are

Or even the person you're not

(some creepy people love living double lives)

They tell of more than what people see on a daily basis

Blogs show. 

Blogs tell.

Blogs expose.

Blogs defines.

The way some people spray their header with foul language to look cool

Or how some start with real "straight-up-in-your-face" welcome phrases telling you

That if you don't like what you read, who cares (lol)

Cos its their right to write what they want and want what they write

Or how others put it as "adult content" or "not for public view"

It is true that we can gage how a person is through their blog
The way we use it to express ourselves
Share our hearts out
The safe avenue for us to leash out our emotions, fears, angers and doubts
The deepest, darkest secrets we hid inside

All without the fear of getting unwanted advice or naggings from others
But as a sounding board (or in this case a sounding box)
A therapeutic practice for some
To be who they really are
Without the judgmental point of views
Or negative stares

I though about this topic a long time ago actually
When I told me friend that to get more views on my blog I should commercialize it
And to do that I shall blog more on "everyday", "readable" issues
Rather than just talking about God and spiritual stuff all the time
It's been months now or even up to half a year
And right here penning my thoughts down
I doubt that would be a good idea

I can blog about food and events I go to
Which I really do sometimes
But my hearts desire is to see people being exposed to the things of God
His Grace, Mercy and Power
The series of very fortunate events He's unfolding in my life
He is a huge part of me
Actually He's everything to me
So how can I leave Him out of my blog
If what I blog about concerns my life?

And so like how many bloggers rant on about how life treats them
Or how unfair it is to be in this sad world
Or how they have nursed a broken hurt from a loved one
Get over a family member's death
Buried a pet kitten in their backyard
Thrive through the ups and downs of this roller coaster we call life
 I will continue to blog about my God.

So my dream of earning lots of cash
And becoming a famous blogger
Or getting thousands of hits per day
Can go out the window

But the real reason of why I blog can be cemented and substantiated
On the fact that that is truly why I blog from the beginning
Silver Lining
That subtle ray of sunlight
Coming out from behind a cloud after a thunderstorm or rainy day
That consoling aspect of a difficult situation
The gift of hope that our Father gives

So its that simple.
If I want to get to know more about a friend or pop star
I'll just read their blog
When I grow up I'll read my kids
For I want to know whats going on in their heads
And what happens behind the scenes
If my mom is so worried about my future partner
(which I think she is)
I'll just ask her to read his blog
(If he has one, that is)
Of course it's not that simple
Cos how many percent of a blog can you actually believe in?

But hey
When the emotions rise and situations concur
Many people race to their blogs to let it all out
Stopping themselves from a physical turmoil
They release themselves as they type it out
You can envision it right now
Some laughing as they remember a funny event
Some crying over a conflict or pain they encountered
Some writing down memories to seal them in time capsules
Some just penning down their hope and dreams for their future
And the list can be as long as it goes
All this with their hands on a keyboard
And eyes hooked onto the screen

As for me
I'll continue to blog the way I blog
Focusing on His thoughts and plans for me
I do it for self reflection
Also for therapy
My free space with no restrictions
There will  be ups
There will be downs
For I won't be real if they were all good
But hey, remember the silverlining?
I'll use it to communicate what I cant convey in words
And keep God in the centre of all of it for
Blog Defines....




So how bout yours? :)

Somewhere I belong

Sometimes we take for granted the beauty of where we live in.

Even as I sit hear eating my last lunch in the hostel's canteen
Somehow something inside of me starts forming
A feeling I can't put my finger on
Knowing that I won't be staying here for long


It's not the food I know
Even though it'll be the last time they're selling
Some say it's cos of food poisoning
But to me the food has never been that great


But how can it be
For going home I'm excited as could be
The mixed feelings entangled in me
Making it unclear for me to see


And then a thought comes in
Something straight from the heart of God
"This is where you belong now"
A place I am placed where God wants to save


How the "Big Bang theory"
Or how circumstances takes place
Making me cross paths with the people here
Amazes me more and more each day


Somehow I know that my few years here
Is what I can take even if it feels way more than that
Hostel and college carries countless of Divine memories
Defining and Amazing, changing my course of life


I don't know where the future will take me
Or who'll I marry
But deep down I'm sure off
The place which God have placed me


For it's right here and right now
A temporal staying which launches me into eternity
Destined for an indescribable destiny
I know that this "not-as-cool-as-other" hostels is truly
Somewhere I belong.....

With a beautiful surrounding and great friends, what more should we ask for?

A place where we can just be our funny-little-selves!

We love where we're at! Our beloved Hostel!!!!

Feeling the Untouchable

As I'm here thinking of You

I wish I can touch You

To just reach out my hand and grasp the fullness of You

To feel You on my skin

And know that You're here

Right before me

And when I try

All I touch is nothingness

Not even the air hold weight which I can withhold

I feel nothing in front of me

Just the road ahead, endless, mysterious

The feeling  of unknown right before me

I think of the times when I look at the sky

And instead of seeing millions of stars

I see a slight twinkle here and there

Not allowing the confusion of stars and satellites to haunt me

I just close my eyes and believe

That even though I can't see

Their existence still live

And then I do the unthinkable

Instead of my hands, I use my heart

Hoping that with everything in me

It will reach out to Yours

As my heart touches Your heart

And Yours touch mine

Somehow I know things beyond me will start happening

I begin to feel Your love sweep all around me

The way You take my breath away in an instant

Knowing that I'm everything but alone

As I feel the touch of You

Not physical but more real

As our hearts align

The Being of who You are incepts in my mind

As my heart beholds Your beauty

Worries and fears go away

The knowledge of how much You love me

Suddenly makes the biggest mistakes okay

Knowing that You're here right beside me

Living on the inside of me

I just to have to say again

"God, You take my breath away"

This is the beauty of our relationship

Which defies the definition of religion

You call I answer and the same goes around

Something not many people have just yet

But with Faith I believe that someday

The world will get

To know its more that just physical reality

But a spiritual truth

Besides, facts are the lowest form of truth

And You are the Truth

And that is why I have no doubt in 

FEELING THE UNTOUCHABLE

Humility

My Dearest Mommy

Yesterday was my mom's birthday

And I sincerely must say

That I am humbled by the fact 

That I was gifted with such a gem

She's worked hard and strong

Not letting the way of life define her

But allowing God's sole plan

To go before her

In my twenty years of life on earth

I have learned so much from her

Her tenacity and subtle steadiness

Making her a pillar of much worth

Her actions of grace speaks louder than words

Determination in getting things done

Especially concerning the things of God

Has taught me to live my life for Him

She's different in a way

Making sure we put God in front of everything

Protecting our Sabbaths

Concerned about our spirituality

She made me stay a year back before entering college

To make sure in faith I'm not shaken

And on the word I shall be rooted

Keeping my self in God truly grounded

And now my sister is doing the same

I hope she realizes that free time with mom

Is running out fast

As we enter college and the rest of our lives

My mom has taught me to persevere in prayer

For that's how she got me after 9 years of praying

That is like half my age!

How did she do that? 

Truly by His Grace

She speaks of inner strength in her wonderful being

To never ever compromise on what we believe in

She can be vocal at times

Standing up for the things of God

Allowing the fear of God to precede the fear of men

She once texted my sister and I

Struck by a sentence from a Christian magazine we both love

   'Holiness precedes power'
    "So true ya, what do you think?"

Caught us by random

Which received a questioning reply from my sis of

"You talking to me?" o.o LOL!

Works and toils throughout the night

Trying to make the best out of everything she can

Sometimes bringing negative attention

Questioning people

Doubting her capability

But she is never shaken

And this I shall learn from her

For she knows who she is in Christ

And prophecies given defends her outright

Putting back things to perspective making them align

My Dearest Mommy

Oh what would I do without you?

You have taught me in the things you say and don't

The way you walk so much of  your talk

Sometimes I think you need a break

I pray the Lord will continue to bless you

As you walk in His eternal destiny for you

For you have always been obedient

Although it was hard with two young daughters

I have learned so much from you

Although we may quarrel in small fights

Deep down I know we just come out more tight

The tears we shed together

The belly of laughter's released

The way you look forward to watching "7th Heaven"

And "Touched by an Angel"

How you make us sit down and make cookies together

Or how we share talks over meals or nothing

Catching up on lost time

Both knowing that we can never turn back time

But still holding on to whats is left to our rights of each other

I look forward to those times

And even distance can't separate us

As we talk for hours on our free line

Me filling you in on the unending happenings in college, life and church

And you telling me how work and everyone is doing back home

This mother-daughter thing we have here?

Is totally precious and priceless

Coming here and seeing the world

Now I understand that not a lot of people get to partake of this

Thank you Mommy

For being who you are

Just being yourself

And not allowing anyone to dictate who you are

Teaching me integrity and dignity

All with LOVE, FAITH and purity

Making sure I'm in the hands of God

And getting all excited with what He's doing in my life

Besides the greatest gift of life you gave me

The greatest gift was when you surrendered my life into the hands of God

Devoting me and Deb to our Father in Heaven

Mommy

You have taught me some priceless lessons

I can learn no where else but from you

I don't how can I ever repay you

But just to say thank you

Of course I'm gonna treat you!

Can't wait to see you!

And I thank our Dear Lord for you

I sure hope it's not too late to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
 to you!!!!

My Mama and Me!

PS: If this day did not exist, there would be no you. And if there was no you, there would be no me. Therefore in this I'm truly grateful. I LOVE YOU!